All we wanna do is dance.... [entries|friends|calendar] mykalita I presented my feminie side with flowers she cut the stems and placed them gently down my throat and these tu lips might soon eclipse your brightest hopes [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

Dear LJ; [Saturday August 11th, 2007 12:44am] Im sorry that I neglect you so much. You have been so good to me over these years. Sometimes i read these old posts and I feel sad for the person I used to be. I am loving life so much right now! I have the best boyfriend, I swear I am so blessed and lucky to have him in my life. and I have the greatest friends, I mean I couldn't be happier. unless you were with me megan. I am basically going to keep writing in this just to keep you updated, so I hope you are feeling way special right now. :] well jessie lies about everything (and you know that) but she got me in trouble because she lied to my mom and I was trying to fix it. but it made it worse. then she swears im on hardcore drugs, and now she is saying that I ditched britnee, but we just hang out with different people. when I started going out with ralphie, I made myself promise to change, no more drugs and all that stupid shit I was doing. and my mom just doesnt know how I used to be, and now she thinks that me and ralphie are doing drugs an that i left my old life for him.. In a way a have but in a good way you know? she thinks she knows whats happening but she has no fucking idea. ATTACK

Sigh. [Monday March 12th, 2007 4:53pm] How nice is it to come home and sleep? Well if anyone knows please tell me. I am CONSTANTLY working my ass of to get good grades, which I DO HAVE NOW. but hey my mom doesnt care. She always tells me, You get good grades and we will talk about a car. well IVE HAD GOOD GRADES, and they havent earned me shit. It makes me soo mad that she doesnt even give a shit about me. she is always so damn busy with work. I mean all i want is a rabbit gti, now is that too much to ask for? I guess having good grades is going to help me get out of here. :) so ill stop complaining. megan bigelow, i love you. :) HEART[ ♥ 1 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Monday September 4th, 2006 2:30pm] My sister is stalking me. Shr is CONSTANLY standing over me just staring. she really knows how to get on my fucking nerves. summer is over. weird. Basically this was the BEST summer ever. britnee and me man, we are a team. going to mexico, going to the river taking the most random trips to no wheree. and the funny thing is, we were with each other 24-7, and we only got in one fight. over food! haha figures. I am seriously bummed. last night was amazing. Britnee, Paul,Spencer and I all saw thrilleerrrr. amazing were going tomorrow too. and on sptember 16th. i cant wait I didnt sleeep all night, and came home to megans parents in my bed woo hoo i slept with my sister in her twin bed. okay noow im just rambling. i shall leave. ATTACK

[Friday August 18th, 2006 3:37pm] Wow. Why do I always forget about this thing?! so anyways THE SOUND OF ANIMALS FIGHTING. yea on the 27th. I cant even begin to tell anyone how FUCKING exictied I am. Im pretty sure I wont be sleeping the night before, becuase of pure excitment. In other news, Britnee purchased us INCUBUS tickets, in arizona. So we will be driving out there on september 30th. thats gonna be tight too... SO lately we have been screwing around and going to tylers house. A couple of weeks ago, our friend asked us to come and stay at his beachhouse in Newport, so we leave at 2am and head over there. the freeway only has one lane open the whole way there. and to our suprise 3 hours later, we find out his house is in freaking san clemente. which is WAYYY past fucking newport it was great though, we went to the beach then all came back and had a 5 person spoonfest in a queen sized bed. it was marvelous. This summer could not get any better. :) ATTACK

WE LOVE TO WORK! [Tuesday July 18th, 2006 4:44pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | fan blowing britnees long blonde hair ] I just had chiptole. it was amazing just thought id let you all know. me and britnee are sitting here and we are cool but like you di dnt know that last night we went to tylers, like usual and watched jurasic park. then everyone showed up and we went home hung out with mishal it was fun the end suck my dick please hard? ATTACK

adventure [Thursday June 22nd, 2006 12:22am] [ music | matt costa ] So me and Britnee got bored then we danced Then we got Freaky Then she tried to Take my Boooty!! We Invited Jared to come with us. We sat and talked for a bit. Then Britnee pretnded to be a Gopher And a Fireman?!?! Then Jared hunted/killed some lizards. Then I gave him a piggy back ride. THE END</td> HEART[ ♥ 2 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Saturday February 4th, 2006 2:05pm] IT SO WEIRD to not be home im her ein nor cal with megan and its soo beautiful \ maybe instead of moving to NY ill move here that is if i even bring up my grdes i dont want to go to orange wood can someone be on my ass about grades and homework??? please please i love beign with megan the end and tonight is her party i cant wait. on the plane here i sat next to some mexican lady/man that didnt speak english and they thought i was crying becuase i kept on yawning ok now im leaving i love you alll <3333 HEART[ ♥ 3 ♥ ] ATTACK

Ny [Friday January 27th, 2006 11:38pm] ( whattt!???? ) HEART[ ♥ 3 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Monday January 16th, 2006 2:58pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | iMOGEN HEAP-Cumulus ] Friday snowboarding with Nick anderson and megan it was her 2nd time going so i taught her it was tighttt then we went to jack in the box we had fun though. Saturday!! MY PARTY! it was soo fun Derick and Dalton wixon... i fucking swear those boys. They come in and give me lap dances it was great. Everyone i cared about was there through it i see who really cared for me ditching me for some boys at a show=not cool. So if you did go, thank you and i love you i had the best night. SUNDAY! So it turns out my uncle butch has a daughter he never knew about she has been looking for him for 27 years and she found us she drove from santa cruz to visit. It was a cry fest. then to the Tyler mall I made friends with a gay guy he did my makeup and we talked. then at 9 pm Nick comes and picks me up we head to Jamba then Barmes and nobles i got ,Said the shotgun to the head-by saul williams it is sooo good. Im taking mt time to read it since i got time New york =thursday-monday cant wait. <333 Mykie rae It was an awesome weekened over all. HEART[ ♥ 5 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Saturday January 7th, 2006 12:58pm] [ music | mom cooking ] Yesterday snowboarding was so fun. Danny and Adrian were there so we hung out with them I did this box and we did jumps and stuff. but i hurt my elbow. oh well. it was so fun though i tackled this guy that i didnt know well his friend asked me too and he ended up knowing me from mt high ha but then we got locked out of the truck and were sitting there for 1 hour sitting in the cold it sucked I want to go this week hopefully my bday is in 4 days and party is coming im fucking exciteedddd!!!!!! <33Mykahhh oh yea got my hair cut. HEART[ ♥ 1 ♥ ] ATTACK

I just Cant Get You Out of my Head [Friday January 6th, 2006 12:15am] Chasing a Boy, Who doesnt like you Is worthless. But hes fun to play with, and its hard to see them or hear them talk about other girls. I dunno haha wow . that sounds so wrong Ive had the best 2 days yesterday Hung out with Maya and Ashweeee! we went to 1.Chipotle 2.Starbucks 3.Redlands mall(old men flirted with us & i played DDR) 4.the indian girl i played with gave me a harder setting so she looked better 5.Target 6.picked up desi. 7.went to a salon 8.desi's house 9.Mayas(bogo bit my butt) 10.Home what a day so fun. TODAY! 1.cleaned room. 2.Jeff came over 3.then Matt annd Cody 4.we hung out and talked (i really love these boys:) this is where it gets exciting for us anyways I always make them food so we made pasta but we had nothing we took tomato paste,chicken stock,chicken,mushrooms,carrots and allt his stuff and made a HUGE DINNER! it was soo fun all in aprons and stuff then we ate and chilled wrestled and some other stuff:0 haha played piano then i went out to eat for my bday to Benihanas and i learned how to use chopsticks im proud of myself. TOMORROW! = SNOWBAORDING! SHOUTOUT! (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) I BEILVE IN YOU! HEART[ ♥ 7 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Tuesday December 27th, 2005 10:18am] I Stole this from Ryann::::: The Year 2005: [P E O P L E] 1. Best friends? jackie,ryann,Nick,Jeff davis. 2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? Ashweeee 3. Lost any friends? yes 4. Gained any friends? a few 5. Met a new good friend? yes. [P L A C E S] 1. Went out of the country? no 2. Moved? last year(and i hope i never do again) 3. New school? nope 4. How many times on an airplane? 2 5. Road trips? Camping with jackie to Yosemite and Mammoth<3 [Y O U] 1. Have you changed? Yes 2. New look? Monroe? does that count? 3. Any new additions? Chapstick,Energy drinks. 4. Biggest conflict this year? oh god, lets not bring it up. 5. Most depressed time this year? i cant pick one,but probbably when i felt alone [L O V E] 1. Did you fall in love? No, falling in love=getting hurt. 2. Did you get heartbroken? once 3. Who was your summer love? id rather not say. 4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? 2?? i cant remeber 5. Favorite date? Me, Jackie and John Garcia. [S E A S O N S] 1. Favorite Season? Winter 2. Least favorite season? summer 3. Good birthday? i didnt do anything 4. Any snow this year? NO!!!:(( 5. Highest temperature? in the summer YUCK [F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S] Snuck out- Yes Met a person who will change ur life- Yes Kept your resolution- no Got arrested- no Had a first something- Yup Drank Alcohol- nope Smoked weed/drugs-Duh im a crack whore Did anything illegal- yeshaha Kissed a boy/girl- duh! Had a crush- yes Liked someone who didn't like you- yes Lost a family member- no Got bad grades- yes, and i cant bring them up,regret. Got suspended- nope Moved states- no Got on myspace-what's myspace? Learned an instrument- Got better at piano Started a band- no Spent over 1 million dollars- dont think to Went skinny dipping- HAHAHA YEA Done something you shouldn't have- everything i do is like that Kept a secret- Yes Told a secret- Yes Done something you totally regret- Yes, Changed your view on things- yes,school, myself, people,life-itself.this year was my awakening. Do You dream at all? ATTACK

[Sunday December 18th, 2005 12:42pm] So i went to jackies party it was awesome. it was Me and ducky=cats Quazymoto=Carynn the bell=Amy Bell from Beauty and the beast=Jackie Guy with Balloons=Ty foster Hardcore Scary guy=Devin baze it was sooo effing fun I overdosed on Helium, so did ty. Igot a bad headache and was all ddizzyyy.. ty turned blue haha <33333 HEART[ ♥ 2 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Friday December 16th, 2005 2:28pm] school is out in 3 min im sistting here with steph and we looked through all my livejournals and photobucket pictures. sooo fucking bussy this weekend. bye ATTACK

[Wednesday December 14th, 2005 9:51pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | final fantasy x-2-Eternity ] man. Im soo flippen excited. tomorrow=snowbaording fri=shopping sat=jackie party sun= MAYBE go to LA for Baker christmas skate party with my Ducky. i dunno cant wait till tomorrow. me and John price havent talked in forever so im pretty happy that hes going with me, i miss us being really close. in other news. I cant wait till next year January1-maya Lasagna Party january4-britt 16 bday Januray11-my 16 bday January14-duckys bday january19/23?-New york JANUARY25?-license???/ Febuary3/5-Up north For MEGAN!!<333 Febuary17-Honorary title show/w/mawwwllieeeee ATTENTION RYANN::: LGWLBN PARTY STILL ON OR WHAT? WE NEED TO SIT AND TALK.. ABOUT IT. <3333 HEART[ ♥ 5 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Friday December 9th, 2005 4:21pm] No one understands how much i LOVEEEEEE my snowboard..!! ahhh tomorrow im goign snowboarding with angie josh and brandon & maybe britt. and then sonic is goign to stay the night! yay im soo happy right now. im so flippen cool. HEART[ ♥ 2 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Thursday December 1st, 2005 6:05pm] Live journals... they have so much meaning. As i look through my friends last posts, its like everyone puts there most personal problems Its kind of strange. But then its like Im ALWYAS ALWAYS here for people but hey wheres my turn? i dont get it. i always feel so left out of everything, You know how you tell someone something and they say I understand No you dont understand you are NOT me and everyone interprets things in diffrent ways Seriously everyone watch Waking life. it will fucking chnage your life. maybe im just scared i cant take a commitment. with boys or friends. I need to break out of my shell. and fous on school HEART[ ♥ 4 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Tuesday November 22nd, 2005 11:22pm] [ music | Thrice ] Pretty much today was crazy yet fun There was an unexpected party at my housee First Jackie came then matt, denice, stephanie, scott, Jeff,Travis,Allen,anthony,Billy, and 4 other random people with Anthony... Jeff matt and travis played with there "band" then we all went to michelles house and me and matt found a haunted house off Judson so we all went there it wasnt scary so we went to Allens house and me and matt walked into THE WRONG house. weird we took pictures (ill post Later) so we went to Prospect park that was scary and we waslked throught he orange groves and i fell then matt got the butt runs and we went to del taco ran and took pictures of random people It was alot of fun you had to be there [ P.O.S.T S.C.R.I.P.T] Im sad becuase Jeff leaves tomorrow till SATURDAY. I officially have no one to talk to or play games with. :( <333333 thennn HEART[ ♥ 1 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Monday November 14th, 2005 3:42pm] ( Adventure ) HEART[ ♥ 3 ♥ ] ATTACK

[Monday November 7th, 2005 4:14pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Rilo Kiley ] "Remember that the most Beautiful things in the world are the most useless." -John Ruskin. That was in the book i finished 2 days ago and decided to write it in here. ::Thursday:: I came home felt sick. ::Friday:: I was sick, Tried to get my mom to take me to school, watched tv. I had a horrible fever, cold sweat, and a sore throat. ::Saturday:: Woke up, Couldnt swallow talk or anything. Sat and cried. I wanted to go to the doctor But my mom is one of those people that if she DID take me, and nothing was wrong, she would give me shit about it until forvever.///. So I decided to not go. Slept most of day. ::Sunday:: Mollie calls me and asks to hang out. I tell her im still sick. But she doesnt care. She is the best. She prances over here with flowers, movies, and beads to make bracelets. So then her and my sister went to the gas staion for huge dr peppers. I have discovered this new found love for Dr.p//. ::LATER:: I am forced to go to a dinner for my Nana I guess she hasnt seen my monroe yet She freaks, she hates it, she yells. We go to dinner. I pretty much was in the bathroom the whole time sick. ::today:: I stayed home watched movies, cleaned. I dont ever want to back to school. Im trying to go on rise. Ill probabbyly have to anyways when the grades come in. Pretty much I still feel liek shit, AND I consumed More ibuprofen then I have my whole life. PS. anyone seen the new thrice video? warms my heart. <3 HEART[ ♥ 1 ♥ ] ATTACK

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]